I've had maybe 5-7 different blog attempts which i never keep up with. This format should be easier and everything is together in a nice little box...art, etsy shop, info and such. I also have a much nicer computer to work on, so *crosses fingers* maybe i can keep up with this.
omg, does it really mean anything or matter... maybe, maybe not. it does help keep a record and a place for own thoughts rather than my instagram feed. which is full of cat photos and naturally art along with other boring day to day things. so, am i that exciting...probably not. my art isn't that great. i don't put 100% effort into painting though i feel like i paint a lot in comparison, it may be a matter of quantity over quality which is hard for me to reach. i want to paint fast. i loose interest very easily unless its for an goal, but then again at times i obsessively paint. I'm not entirely sure why i paint, it kills the time, its an investment, 1 out of 10 paintings sell sometimes. honestly i feel i should give up but if i stop painting or making art, i would feel even worse not having a goal to work towards. i'll paint, look at it for ten minutes, leave the room, add another layer of color, leave the room and come back later to finish. i'm currently in that process. i'm always in the state of worry about the outcome of a painting.
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